melting me inside,
till a hollow me smiles
and my life becomes a lie.
I stand calling to consciousness,
trying to find if it exists.
A message in a bottle
that will allow this to all make sense.
But
it shys away and leaves me alone and repent,
of a life I lead not knowing where it went.
From an audience's view I scream my life aloud,
of times I am too proud,
of times the pain has caused to cloud...
From the stands it is easy to judge,
but do you dare come to me,
and touch me
as my body floods
the sins of a thousand lifetimes.
God knows I tried,
but the Devil,
he has such pretty eyes.
